Too Much Garlic wrote:
I haven't followed the RPF thread for a while so I'm not absolutely certain, but he may be referring to me and the letter I sent to Bryan of eFX regarding Gino. It was a dick move and done in the heat of the moment, but still unforgivable and I cannot apologize enough for that stunt, stooping to levels I had never dreamt I would ever reach - I could erase the similar post I made here on the forum, but there's no taking back a sent e-mail. There is no excuse and even though I apologized personally to Gino for doing it and in public in an RPF thread, I cannot take it back and I will never be able to earn the respect of the RPF or for that part the community again. I did not write it to jeopardized the eFX offering, but I jeopardized Gino's employment... and I've further realized just how incredibly cruel that was. I wasn't banned at the RPF, even though they had every right to do so, and I have kept myself out of most discussions regarding eFX Vader in general, biting my tongue and reminding me that I put myself in that situation and therefore really have no one else to blame but myself. It's difficult to not voice what I see... and even the posts I've made here may be crossing the line and I should have kept silent.
I can only continue to offer my sincerest apologies to Gino, eFX and the RPF in my negative part regarding the eFX Vader offering and have tried to change my perspective and tried to steer myself back to what I fell in love with in the hobby in the months following that. I don't write this to seek sympathy or support or forgiveness, as I deserve neither, I write this because it is the truth.
Even if the talk is referring to someone else, it doesn't change what I did and what I did was wrong.
From what I'm getting from Art, I'm assuming it's more than just this. IMO, the only person you owe an apology to is gino, not the RPF or eFX or the community. It was a dick move and you shouldn't have done it, but that wouldn't have caused the project to fall flat. I'm thinking it was more than that, or at least that's how I'm reading into it. We may not agree with each other or gino etc, but if someone gets a chance at working for a prop replica company, why fuck it up for them? He got the gig, so good for him. No one should begrudge him for that. We can voice our disapproval that someone got whatever and sure there could have been others that could have been involved, but that's not how it played out. I'm not a fan of the guy, but if I had a chance at working for a prop replica company (hypothetically since I love what I do and get paid pretty well for it) and someone tried to screw with that and my chance at going to the archives, I would never accept their apology for trying to screw me. If gino did accept your apology, he's a bigger man than me for sure.